I just have to say that in times of famine and in times of plenty, God's will must remain sovereign.
The past few months have found us in prayer, asking God for direction, and, after eventually having received it, confirmation of that direction. Eventually, we received confirmation, and acted on it.
I obviously can't say too much about what's happening in this part of my life, but suffice it to say that struggling in times of famine must never be a struggle by oneself. That is when the body of Christ surrounds you and comforts you. When there is no comfort in one particular area during times of famine, the rational thing to do is to search for refreshing and healing elsewhere.
Of course, it's never easy, and when the unity, direction, goals, and vision are either threatened or have changed, for the sake of all, sacrifices must be made. If this is a test, there is no pass-fail right now, just items being answered ont he way to finishing the test, and hoping you've made it, pleasing the Test Giver.
I hate being cryptic, but I do seek prayer from Superblessed visitors in this time of confusion and need: please keep us in your prayer - again, that in all things, God's name may be glorified.